Whew! I'm glad that is over! If I had to sum up February in one word it would be "blah". I know I said this throughout the month (in the very few posts that actually got published) but I just couldn't get my head on straight! I felt non-stop busy the entire time but when I stopped, looked around, and tried to take inventory of what I actually accomplished .. I was left with nothing.
I think we all sometimes get stuck in the hamster wheel of life. I won't harp on it. I won't let it get me down. I absolutely feel frustration for the fact that I just "wasted" a whole month with nothing to show for it. But you know what? It's a new month and I am determined to make March SO much better.
Am I completely out of the fog yet? Actually, I don't know. After having a "come to Jesus" talk with myself last night I woke up with renewed energy this morning. Maybe I will be back in the funk tomorrow but at least I will have this post to remind me that I can get it under control again. I need to evaluate and determine the things that give me the "accomplished" feeling. I know my lack of blogging greatly contributed to my downward spiral but when I sat down to write I just couldn't think of anything. This will change.
NO MORE, I say. I will not spend another four weeks like a zombie. I will take control of my happiness. I will make a to do list and then fervently check each item off because taking action makes me happy. I don't know how this will manifest itself but you can bet that, this month, you will be included.
This blog was a promise. House Without Elephants means that I owe it to myself (and my followers) to expose the layers; to challenge the parts of my life that I don't like and to celebrate the parts of my life that I do.
Here we go, folks.
Happy Friday and Happy March!
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